"Mm.  I have somewhat deliberately avoiding telling you all the details about -- my Merrin -- for two reasons.  A smaller reason is that we are already trying the curse-countering methodology of my hearing freely about the {dath ilan} that should, on your view, be Estha's native world and my own true memory; to do otherwise in the reverse direction, reserves the option of, say, seeing if you begin to remember things naturally, or trying to tell you many key facts at once.  A larger reason is that I do suspect your memories of having undergone the greater alterations and deletions, at the hands of an [Outer God].  It has been seen to carefully arrange events here to be resistant to our own undoing of them.  One should be cautious, in attempting to challenge and undo the works of [divinity].  One should perhaps still challenge, in the end, when the [god] is not an allied one.  But one should be deliberate and measured about doing so.  If I don't try early on in the [Outer God]'s game to restore your memories -- for example, by giving you back what should be your true native language, rather than [Utopian] -- then I perhaps will not encounter early resistance.  You may be intended to remember for yourself."

"Mm.  I have somewhat deliberately avoiding telling you all the details about -- my Merrin -- for two reasons.  A smaller reason is that we are already trying the [curse-countering methodology] of my hearing freely about that {dath ilan} which should, on your view, be Estha's native world and my own true memory.  To do otherwise in the reverse direction, reserves the option of, say, seeing if you begin to remember things naturally, or trying to tell you many key facts at once."

"A larger reason is that I do suspect your memories of having undergone the greater alterations and deletions, at the hands of an [Outer God].  It has been seen to carefully arrange events here to be resistant to our own undoing of them.  One should be cautious, in attempting to challenge and undo the works of [divinity].  One should perhaps still challenge, in the end, when the [god] is not an allied one.  But one should be deliberate and measured about doing so.  If I don't try early on in the [Outer God]'s game to restore your memories -- for example, by giving you back what should be your true native language, rather than [Utopian] -- then perhaps we will not encounter early resistance.  You may be intended to remember for yourself."

"Mm.  I have been somewhat deliberately avoiding telling you all the details about -- my Merrin -- for two reasons.  A smaller reason is that we are already trying the [curse-countering methodology] of my hearing freely about that {dath ilan} which should, on your view, be Estha's native world and my own true memory.  To do otherwise in the reverse direction, reserves the option of, say, seeing if you begin to remember things naturally, or later trying to tell you many key facts at once."

"A larger reason is that I do suspect your memories of having undergone the greater alterations and deletions, at the hands of an [Outer God].  It has been seen to carefully arrange events here to be resistant to our own undoing of them.  One should be cautious, in attempting to challenge and undo the works of [divinity].  One should perhaps still challenge, in the end, when the [god] is not an allied one.  But one should be deliberate and measured about doing so.  If I don't try early on in the [Outer God]'s game to restore your memories -- for example, by giving you back what should be your true native language, rather than [Utopian] -- then perhaps we will not encounter early resistance.  You may be intended to remember for yourself."