And Esta is now right back to noticing the incoherence between taking away his unholy symbol, and removing the splits when requested and helping him sit up in bed, which is a contradictory set of actions if everything Esta thinks he remembers is true.
...But he will risk making a use of a divine focus, even given that Mariona might have been correctly and helpfully and wisely removing it from him, because he needs to ask her some questions in order to get anywhere from here.