She tries, and doesn't particularly succeed about it, with Splendour too low to cast a sorcerer's cantrip.  She hates herself and knows that this too is probably annoying the devil.  It would be nice if Abrogail was one of those relatively more tolerable people who do stop mentally whining when they're hurt, but she's not, Abrogail is the sort to never whine in the first place because she accepts it as her place to overcome adversity or die, and everything that makes her that Abrogail has been crippled by -12 Splendour her mind is fucking doing it again.

She tries, and doesn't particularly succeed about it, with Splendour too low to cast a sorcerer's cantrip.  She hates herself and knows that this too is probably annoying the devil.  It would be nice if Abrogail was one of those relatively more tolerable people who do stop mentally whining when they're hurt, but she's not, Abrogail is the sort to never whine in the first place because she accepts it as her place to overcome adversity or die, and everything that makes her that Abrogail has been crippled by losing 18 Splendour her mind is fucking doing it again.