"I suppose. My values seem not ambiguous or complicated, here, and my assessments didn't shift between before and after I augmented my intelligence."
"As I noticed after I asked the question, I asked it in part to deflect from - you saying you wanted me to recover myself."
"I do not, actually, even now, feel that there is very much point to that. It became - clear, after I left Cheliax - that the sum of my issues would not be happy unless I walked away from all of them and probably resorted to magical mind control to make myself not think about them. There comes a point beyond which you can't be happy and there's no point in trying. So I took my augmented intelligence and started trying to roll my own pseudo-Keeper skills, which, obviously, I am not getting right. Also I suspect that headband Wisdom is another thing that interfaces poorly with dath ilani, or at least, the people here did not seem to know what I was talking about when I asked them if there were methods for handling the thing where staring at your own emotions with +6 Wisdom makes the emotions go away."
"I would have put more relative effort into solving that sort of issue if I had not been trying to - just speed ahead to where this is all over, and hope that, somehow, I'd be able to get back together with Carissa at the end of it."
"Which wish, it seems, will also not be granted."