Dear Picky:
There's so many obvious solutions to your problem, it's hard to advise you without knowing which solutions have already failed. What happened when you asked the Inquisitors if you could work for them? Were you too bad at healing-efficient torture? What happened when you asked the travel office about geases so you could obtain a travel permit for a torture vacation in Galt? What did your priest say when you went to them for counsel?
You're such a horrendously awful person that it really seems like you ought to be able to work with my government in some way. That you aren't already working with us implies there's some other obstacle here that's your actual problem, and you left that key information out of your letter. All I can do is state the obvious: there is not, in fact, a limited supply of foreigners and traitors, and your real problem is whatever prevents you from usefully cooperating with others in hurting them.