Carissa does not want to think about that and is tempted to whimper pathetically 'do I have to?'.
Focus.
If she wanted to defect she could tell Irori and then tell Security to urgently take her to Egorian - like she in fact did - and expect a pickup once she got out of the interdiction. Or she could tell Irori and Abadar and Iomedae and then kill herself. Or she could plausibly just, Glibness up, bluff her way right out of the fortress with a Teleport scroll. Or she could go to Maillol's cell and order the Security out and put the Glibness earrings on him and make him Plane Shift her to Axis. Or she could - is that enough can she stop now -