Again a note of confusion that a more ideal reasoner should perhaps have promoted to conscious attention; again Keltham is in the middle of asking another important question and one whose real meaning he'd rather not say plainly.  "I'm sorry for the awfulness of this hypothetical question, but if hypothetically at the end of your life, you found that you were not as Good or as Lawful as you thought, and you were judged Neutral Evil - would you choose then Abaddon, or Hell?"

Again a note of confusion that a more ideal reasoner should perhaps have promoted to conscious attention; again Keltham is in the middle of asking another important question and one whose real meaning he'd rather not say plainly.  "I'm sorry for the awfulness of this hypothetical question, but if hypothetically at the end of your life, you found that you were not as Good or as Lawful as you thought, and you were judged Neutral Evil - would you choose then Abaddon, or Hell, or the Abyss?"