"I'm sorry too.  Sometimes it happens that - people's self-deception that they're happy, makes them less sad, enough to continue.  They don't dwell on the negative emotions they're not letting themselves see.  It's - one of the famous examples of arguably infohazardous information, that if you delude yourself into think you're very happy and not sad at all, you can still be happier than the sadness you're not letting yourself see, and then when you stop self-deceiving about that, you don't want to keep going.  I mean it's not a fun way to be and you wouldn't want to have kids, if that was the heritage you were giving them, but sometimes people like that, if they're given a chance to continue on, can improve or put themselves together before they realize -"

"I'm sorry."

"I'm sorry too.  Sometimes it happens that - people's self-deception that they're happy, makes them less sad, enough to continue.  They don't dwell on the negative emotions they're not letting themselves see.  It's - one of the famous examples of arguably infohazardous information, that if you delude yourself into thinking you're very happy and not sad at all, you can still be happier than the sadness you're not letting yourself see, and then when you stop self-deceiving about that, you don't want to keep going.  I mean it's not a fun way to be and you wouldn't want to have kids, if that was the heritage you were giving them, but sometimes people like that, if they're given a chance to continue on, can improve or put themselves together before they realize -"

"I'm sorry."