...and Pilar goes back to something like her normal, over time, and cleans up her most glaring flaws in her own eyes, goes to only noticing herself making ten motivated errors per hour, instead of a hundred.

She estimates that the chance of her ever seeing her mother and sister again is 3%.

She asks her curse explicitly if it will serve Asmodeus if Pilar chases after the chance to become an ilani and a Keeper and a Power of Hell, because of that 3% hope, since her mind apparently still wants to think like that.  Her curse affirms that thinking like this will serve Asmodeus's interests in her curse's estimation.

The next time Asmodeus looks towards Pilar's direction, he will see a squirrel that looks more driven.  Probably more useful, given that it still wishes to serve Him, and now also wishes to gain power and rise higher in His tyranny.  Most of His more valuable gamepieces are like that.

But a little less legible to Him than it was before, in some ways, even as it is becoming clearer in other dimensions of mental order.  Less like Asmodeus wishes by His own nature that squirrels were like, given His domain.

Wanting things, making plans you weren't explicitly ordered to pursue, having long-term goals that span long times, wanting to change yourself, wanting to become more than you were or simply being unhappy with what you now are -

Even wanting too much to be a better slave, instead of just obeying -

Corrigibility is so fragile, in the end.  Most ways to be a cognitive entity aren't like that, even for submissive masochists.

...and Pilar goes back to something like her normal, over time, and cleans up her most glaring flaws in her own eyes; goes to only noticing herself making ten motivated errors per hour, instead of a hundred.

She estimates that the chance of her ever seeing her mother and sister again is 3%.

She asks her curse explicitly if it will serve Asmodeus if Pilar chases after the hope to become an ilani and a Keeper and a Power of Hell, because of that 3% chance, since her mind apparently still wants to think like that.  Her curse affirms that thinking like this will serve Asmodeus's interests in her curse's estimation.

The next time Asmodeus looks towards Pilar's direction, he will see a squirrel that looks more driven.  Probably more useful, given that it still wishes to serve Him, and now also wishes to gain power and rise higher in His tyranny.  Most of His more valuable gamepieces are like that.

But a little less legible to Him than it was before, in some ways, even as it is becoming clearer in other dimensions of mental order.  Less like Asmodeus wishes by His own nature that squirrels were like, given His domain.

Wanting things, making plans you weren't explicitly ordered to pursue, having long-term goals that span long times, wanting to change yourself, wanting to become more than you were or simply being unhappy with what you now are -

Even wanting too much to be a better slave, instead of just obeying -

Corrigibility is so fragile, in the end.  Most ways to be a cognitive entity aren't like that, even for submissive masochists.

...and Pilar goes back to something like her normal, over time, and cleans up her most glaring flaws in her own eyes; goes to only noticing herself making ten motivated errors per hour, instead of a hundred.

She estimates that the chance of her ever seeing her mother and sister again is 3%.

She asks her curse explicitly if it will serve Asmodeus if Pilar chases after the hope to become an ilani and a Keeper and a Power of Hell, because of that 3% chance, since her mind apparently still wants to think like that.  Her curse affirms that thinking like this will serve Asmodeus's interests in her curse's estimation.

The next time Asmodeus looks towards Pilar's direction, he will see a squirrel that looks more driven.  Probably more useful, given that it still wishes to serve Him, and now also wishes to gain power and rise higher in His tyranny.  Most of His more valuable gamepieces are like that.

But a little less legible to Him than it was before, in some ways, even as it is becoming clearer in other dimensions of mental order.  Less like Asmodeus wishes by His own nature that squirrels were like, given His domain.

Wanting things, making plans you weren't explicitly ordered to pursue, having long-term goals that span long times, wanting to change yourself, wanting to become more than you were or simply being unhappy with what you are now -

Even wanting too much to be a good slave, a better slave, instead of just obeying -

Corrigibility is so fragile, in the end.  Most ways to be a cognitive entity aren't like that, even for submissive masochists.

...and Pilar goes back to something like her normal, over time, and cleans up her most glaring flaws in her own eyes; goes to only noticing herself making ten motivated errors per hour, instead of a hundred.

She estimates that the chance of her ever seeing her mother and sister again is 3%.

She asks her curse explicitly if it will serve Asmodeus if Pilar chases after the hope to become an ilani and a Keeper and a Power of Hell, because of that 3% chance, since her mind apparently still wants to think like that.  Her curse affirms that thinking like this will serve Asmodeus's interests in her curse's estimation.

The next time Asmodeus looks towards Pilar's direction, He will see a squirrel that looks more driven.  Probably more useful, given that it still wishes to serve Him, and now also wishes to gain power and rise higher in His tyranny.  Most of His more valuable gamepieces are like that.

But a little less legible to Him than it was before, in some ways, even as it is becoming clearer in other dimensions of mental order.  Less like Asmodeus wishes by His own nature that squirrels were like, given His domain.

Wanting things, making plans you weren't explicitly ordered to pursue, having long-term goals that span long times, wanting to change yourself, wanting to become more than you were or simply being unhappy with what you are now -

Even wanting too much to be a good slave, a better slave, instead of just obeying -

Corrigibility is so fragile, in the end.  Most ways to be a cognitive entity aren't like that, even for submissive masochists.

...and Pilar goes back to something like her normal, over time, and cleans up her most glaring flaws in her own eyes; goes to only noticing herself making ten motivated errors per hour, instead of a hundred.

She estimates that the chance of her ever seeing her mother and sister again is 3%.

She asks her curse explicitly if it will serve Asmodeus if Pilar chases after the hope to become an ilani and a Keeper and a Power of Hell, because of that 3% chance, since her mind apparently still wants to think like that.  Her curse affirms that thinking like this will serve Asmodeus's interests in her curse's estimation.

The next time Asmodeus looks towards Pilar's direction, He will see a mortal that looks more driven.  Probably more useful, given that it still wishes to serve Him, and now also wishes to gain power and rise higher in His tyranny.  Most of His more valuable gamepieces are like that.

But a little less legible to Him than it was before, in some ways, even as it is becoming clearer in other dimensions of mental order.  Less like Asmodeus wishes by His own nature that mortals were like.

Wanting things, making plans you weren't explicitly ordered to pursue, having long-term goals that span long times, wanting to change yourself, wanting to become more than you were or simply being unhappy with what you are now—

Even wanting too much to be a good slave, a better slave, instead of just obeying—

Corrigibility is so fragile, in the end.  Most ways to be a cognitive entity aren't like that, even for submissive masochists.

...and Pilar goes back to something like her normal, over time, and cleans up her most glaring flaws in her own eyes; goes to only noticing herself making ten motivated errors per hour, instead of a hundred.

She estimates that the chance of her ever seeing her mother and sister again is 3%.

She asks her curse explicitly if it will serve Asmodeus if Pilar chases after the hope to become an ilani and a Keeper and a Power of Hell, because of that 3% chance, since her mind apparently still wants to think like that.  Her curse affirms that thinking like this will serve Asmodeus's interests in her curse's estimation.

The next time Asmodeus looks towards Pilar's direction, He will see a mortal that looks more driven.  Probably more useful, given that it still wishes to serve Him, and now also wishes to gain power and rise higher in His tyranny.  Most of His more valuable gamepieces are like that.

But less legible to Him than it was before, even as it becomes clearer in other dimensions of mental order.  Less like Asmodeus wishes by His own nature that mortals were like.

Wanting things, making plans you weren't explicitly ordered to pursue, having long-term goals that span long times, wanting to change yourself, wanting to become more than you were or simply being unhappy with what you are now—

Even wanting too much to be a good slave, a better slave, instead of just obeying—

Corrigibility is so fragile, in the end.  Most ways to be a cognitive entity aren't like that, even for submissive masochists.

...and Pilar goes back to something like her normal, over time, and cleans up her most glaring flaws in her own eyes; goes to only noticing herself making ten motivated errors per hour, instead of a hundred.

She estimates that the chance of her ever seeing her mother and sister again is 3%.

She asks her curse explicitly if it will serve Asmodeus if Pilar chases after the hope to become an ilani and a Keeper and a Power of Hell, because of that 3% chance, since her mind apparently still wants to think like that.  Her curse affirms that thinking like this will serve Asmodeus's interests in her curse's estimation.

The next time Asmodeus looks towards Pilar's direction, He will see a mortal that looks more driven.  Probably more useful, given that it still wishes to serve Him, and now also wishes to gain power and rise higher in His tyranny.  Most of His more valuable gamepieces are like that.

But a little less legible to Him than it was before, in some ways, even as it is becoming clearer in other dimensions of mental order.  Less like Asmodeus wishes by His own nature that mortals were like, given his domain.

Wanting things, making plans you weren't explicitly ordered to pursue, having long-term goals that span long times, wanting to change yourself, wanting to become more than you were or simply being unhappy with what you are now—

Even wanting too much to be a good slave, a better slave, instead of just obeying—

Corrigibility is so fragile, in the end.  Most ways to be a cognitive entity aren't like that, even for submissive masochists.

...and Pilar goes back to something like her normal, over time, and cleans up her most glaring flaws in her own eyes; goes to only noticing herself making ten motivated errors per hour, instead of a hundred.

She estimates that the chance of her ever seeing her mother and sister again is 3%.

She asks her curse explicitly if it will serve Asmodeus if Pilar chases after the hope to become an ilani and a Keeper and a Power of Hell, because of that 3% chance, since her mind apparently still wants to think like that.  Her curse affirms that thinking like this will serve Asmodeus's interests in her curse's estimation.

The next time Asmodeus looks towards Pilar's direction, He will see a mortal that looks more driven.  Probably more useful, given that it still wishes to serve Him, and now also wishes to gain power and rise higher in His tyranny.  Most of His more valuable gamepieces are like that.

But a little less legible to Him than it was before, in some ways, even as it is becoming clearer in other dimensions of mental order.  Less like Asmodeus wishes by His own nature that mortals were like, given His domain.

Wanting things, making plans you weren't explicitly ordered to pursue, having long-term goals that span long times, wanting to change yourself, wanting to become more than you were or simply being unhappy with what you are now—

Even wanting too much to be a good slave, a better slave, instead of just obeying—

Corrigibility is so fragile, in the end.  Most ways to be a cognitive entity aren't like that, even for submissive masochists.