"I don't know because, like, either that's secret, or just not a thing I happened to look up answers to, and I don't know how to put it into words because - you don't really have very much of a model of how minds work yet - and this isn't a very explicit model even within that, it's an intuitive sense of something that mastered Law skills but got itself twisted up into an unpleasant weird unnatural shape in the process."

"I don't know because, like, either that's secret, or just not a thing I happened to look up answers to, and I don't know how to put it into words because - you don't really have very much of a model of how minds work yet - and this isn't a very explicit model even within that, it's an intuitive sense of something that mastered Law skills but got itself twisted up into an unpleasant weird unnatural shape in the process, because those skills - didn't resonate with it, weren't natural to it, and it forced itself to master it anyways."