"I'm aware.  My guess is that it gets resolved by time, by sufficient deep-down confidence in not-Conspiracy that I start actually trusting truthspells, and by some advice I recently got from Abrogail.  Advice that made me think again about whether I'd been holding back and delaying on unpleasant-feeling things I need to do to adapt to Golarion."

"This was part of that, and -"

"I don't know what I was expecting.  It was an ouchy badthing.  It made it hard to concentrate.  I would probably need more practice to dissociate from it per standard disciplines - well enough to even leave it on my arm for ten minutes, never mind maintaining Detect Magic through it."

"I'm not... really feeling like more of a native to Golarion as a result.  Maybe I should have taken more time to focus on the injury and experience the fear that healing wasn't real or wouldn't work, and then I would have updated more on injuries being temporary and pain being less of an important signal after I healed myself."

"I'm aware.  My guess is that it gets resolved by time, by success at mining spellsilver, by sufficient deep-down confidence in not-Conspiracy that I start actually trusting truthspells, and by some advice I recently got from Abrogail.  Advice that made me think again about whether I'd been holding back and delaying on unpleasant-feeling things I need to do to adapt to Golarion."

"This was part of that, and -"

"I don't know what I was expecting.  It was an ouchy badthing.  It made it hard to concentrate.  I would probably need more practice to dissociate from it per standard disciplines - well enough to even leave it on my arm for ten minutes, never mind maintaining Detect Magic through it."

"I'm not... really feeling like more of a native to Golarion as a result.  Maybe I should have taken more time to focus on the injury and experience the fear that healing wasn't real or wouldn't work, and then I would have updated more on injuries being temporary and pain being less of an important signal after I healed myself."

"I'm aware.  My guess is that it gets resolved by time, by success at mining spellsilver, by sufficient deep-down confidence in not-Conspiracy that I start actually trusting truthspells, and by some advice I recently got from Abrogail.  Advice that made me think again about whether I'd been holding back and delaying on unpleasant-feeling things I need to do to adapt to Golarion."

"This was part of that, and -"

"I don't know what I was expecting.  It was an ouchy badthing, very ouchy, very bad, it made it hard to concentrate.  I would probably need more practice to dissociate from it per standard disciplines, well enough to even leave it on my arm for ten minutes, never mind maintaining Detect Magic through it."

"I'm not... really feeling like more of a native to Golarion as a result.  Maybe I should have taken more time to focus on the injury, and experience the fear that healing wasn't real or wouldn't work.  So I'd have updated more on injuries being temporary and pain being less of an important signal, after I healed myself."

"I'm aware.  My guess is that it gets resolved by time, by success at mining spellsilver, by sufficient deep-down confidence in not-Conspiracy that I start actually trusting truthspells, and by some advice I recently got from Abrogail.  Advice that made me think again about whether I'd been holding back and delaying on flinchy-feeling things I should do to adapt to Golarion."

"This was part of that, and -"

"I don't know what I was expecting.  It was an ouchy badthing, very ouchy, very bad, it made it hard to concentrate.  I would probably need more practice to dissociate from it per standard disciplines, well enough to even leave it on my arm for ten minutes, never mind maintaining Detect Magic through it."

"I'm not... really feeling like more of a native to Golarion as a result.  Maybe I should have taken more time to focus on the injury, and experience the fear that healing wasn't real or wouldn't work.  So I'd have updated more on injuries being temporary and pain being less of an important signal, after I healed myself."