"Maybe I just want to hear her say no, so that those Kelthams can apologize to her, and go back to their more probable Carissas.  Why am I thinking so much about her, she's not you."

"You don't have to solve this problem.  Basic Security reasoning says you can't, I have to, and the way it gets solved is that I orient to Golarion and run a few tests and rule out at least the Conspiracies that are weak enough that they can't just synthesize real masochists, rule out the Conspiracies that have to improvise after I run into Carissa at the Worldwound and whose scans didn't detect me the instant I showed up, because those weaker Conspiracies, I could catch, and if they're enough smarter than I am then I'll never know, but also you won't be hurting, because that's not what's efficient if they have the power to eliminate that risk of being caught, you'll just be an actual masochist they made for me, or maybe not exist at all except as a more complicated illusion, and if so I'll never find out, and I'll know that, and someday I'll go to a Lawful being who doesn't answer to Asmodeus and say that I'm looking to buy a consensual permanent version of a Suggestion to not have to think about that possibility anymore unless I deliberately decide to, and then I'll be done and able to live inside Golarion as it appears to be."

"Maybe I just want to hear her say no, so that those Kelthams can apologize to her, and go back to their more probable Carissas.  Why am I thinking so much about her, she's not you."

"You don't have to solve this problem.  Basic Security reasoning says you can't, I have to, and the way it gets solved is that I orient to Golarion and play the game against people who aren't you and rule out at least the Conspiracies that are weak enough that they can't just synthesize real masochists, rule out the Conspiracies that have to improvise after I run into Carissa at the Worldwound and whose scans didn't detect me the instant I showed up, because those weaker Conspiracies, I could catch, and if they're enough smarter than I am then I'll never know, but also you won't be hurting, because that's not what's efficient if they have the power to eliminate that risk of being caught, you'll just be an actual masochist they made for me, or maybe not exist at all except as a more complicated illusion, and if so I'll never find out, and I'll know that, and someday I'll go to a Lawful being who doesn't answer to Asmodeus and say that I'm looking to buy a consensual permanent version of a Suggestion to not have to think about that possibility anymore unless I deliberately decide to, and then I'll be done and able to live inside Golarion as it appears to be."

"Maybe I just want to hear her say no, so that those Kelthams can apologize to her, and go back to their more probable Carissas.  Why am I thinking so much about her, she's not you."

"You don't have to solve this problem.  Basic Security reasoning says you can't, I have to, and the way it gets solved is that I orient to Golarion and play the game against people who aren't you and rule out at least the Conspiracies that are weak enough that they can't just synthesize real masochists, rule out the Conspiracies that have to improvise after I run into Carissa at the Worldwound and whose scans didn't detect me the instant I showed up in Golarion, because those weaker Conspiracies, I could catch, and if they're enough smarter than I am then I'll never know, but also you won't be hurting, because that's not what's efficient if they have the power to eliminate that risk of being caught, you'll just be an actual masochist they made for me, or maybe not exist at all except as a more complicated illusion, and if so I'll never find out, and I'll know that, and someday I'll go to a Lawful being who doesn't answer to Asmodeus and say that I'm looking to buy a consensual permanent version of a Suggestion to not have to think about that possibility anymore unless I deliberately decide to, and then I'll be done and able to live inside Golarion as it appears to be."

"Don't swear to it, that reasoning is correct.  Maybe I just want to hear her say no, so that those Kelthams can apologize to her, and go back to their more probable Carissas.  Why am I thinking so much about her, she's not you."

"You don't have to solve this problem.  Basic Security reasoning says you can't, I have to, and the way it gets solved is that I orient to Golarion and play the game against people who aren't you and rule out at least the Conspiracies that are weak enough that they can't just synthesize real masochists, rule out the Conspiracies that have to improvise after I run into Carissa at the Worldwound and whose scans didn't detect me the instant I showed up in Golarion, because those weaker Conspiracies, I could catch, and if they're enough smarter than I am then I'll never know, but also you won't be hurting, because that's not what's efficient if they have the power to eliminate that risk of being caught, you'll just be an actual masochist they made for me, or maybe not exist at all except as a more complicated illusion, and if so I'll never find out, and I'll know that, and someday I'll go to a Lawful being who doesn't answer to Asmodeus and say that I'm looking to buy a consensual permanent version of a Suggestion to not have to think about that possibility anymore unless I deliberately decide to, and then I'll be done and able to live inside Golarion as it appears to be."