His arms tighten around her. "I'm sorry. I don't want to talk about this, maybe shouldn't talk about for a bit. I should go with Yaisa before I go anywhere near Pilar, and I know that in the Conspiracy it wouldn't be that you were making this all up yourself and I caught you out in an inconsistency that easily, but -"
"I thought I'd be less scared than this, after the Suggestion spell, but now I'm in love with you and lose you if masochists are a Conspiracy invention and now I'm actually scared about that."