Pilar is in an antechamber of High Priestess Subirachs's office composing a report to the Most High on, among other things, Cayden Cailean interventions that seem worryingly like they might be trying to get her to trust her curse more and more, her curse turning her in for heresy, whether Pilar should in fact trust her curse if it says something about an overlapping interest between Asmodeus and Broom's god in a case where Pilar has no time to ask somebody else trusted for orders, and Pilar having just made up a nonzero amount of her own theology and wanting to check that she wasn't wrong about it being Asmodean theology.
"Because I yelled at my teacher in class and my faith now requires me to do certain things to be made right about that," Pilar answers him.
...plus now a new entry about how Pilar apparently feels a desire to be corrected for getting above her place in contradicting Keltham, even though Keltham is not actually her superior and is far far below Pilar objectively speaking in Asmodeus's order; and also if Pilar asked Subirachs to correct her about her heretical desire to be corrected for contradicting Keltham then Pilar feels suspiciously like this is cheating cleverness and she is actually really being corrected about having contradicted Keltham.