"I am, for the first time in my life, having something like 'impostor-syndrome', I think... that's where you get a sense that you're trying to do something beyond your own competence and furthermore pretending to be better at it than you are instead of being honest about that, but not, like, consciously, just the sense that what you're doing is leading other people on...  Sorry, that was a topic change, it's not about Conspiracy stuff, it's about my presuming to lay out equity distributions for a startup.  That's not, like, going up against Zon-Kuthon the way that protagonists do in books, that's something people do in real life and Civilization would not have thought I was good enough to do that in real life."

"I am, for the first time in my life, having something like 'impostor-syndrome', I think... that's where you get a sense that you're trying to do something beyond your own competence and furthermore pretending to be better at it than you are instead of being honest about that, but not, like, consciously, just the sense that what you're doing is leading other people on...  Sorry, that was a topic change, it's not about Conspiracy stuff, it's about my presuming to lay out equity distributions for a big important startup.  That's not, like, going up against Zon-Kuthon the way that protagonists do in books, that's something people do in real life and Civilization would not have thought I was good enough to do that in real life."

"I am, for the first time in my life, having something like 'impostor-syndrome', I think... that's where you get a sense that you're trying to do something beyond your own competence and furthermore pretending to be better at it than you are instead of being honest about that, but not, like, consciously, just the sense that what you're doing is leading other people on...  Sorry, that was a topic change, it's not about Conspiracy stuff, it's about my presuming to lay out equity distributions for a big important startup.  That's not, like, going up against Zon-Kuthon the way that protagonists do in books, that's something people do in real life and Civilization would not have picked me to do that in real life."