"The thing with Cayden Cailean catering my snacks really really did not flaming help with anything.  It really didn't.  Finding out the way I did didn't help either.  This whole world seems so barely real, like I'm supposed to go to the layer past saying 'I notice that I am confused' and say 'This is not reality' and wake up out of it."

"The thing with Cayden Cailean catering my snacks really really did not flaming help with anything.  It really didn't.  Finding out the way I did didn't help either.  This whole world seems so barely real, like I'm supposed to go to the layer past saying 'I notice that I am confused' and say 'This is not reality' and wake up out of it."

Oh, he's finally having his metaphysical panic.  That's also an meta-deconstructed-eroLARP trope.  He always wondered how you would get a realistic sane person to the point of actual metaphysical panic when, like, they knew math, and now Keltham knows.

"The thing with Cayden Cailean catering my snacks really really did not flaming help with anything.  It really didn't.  Finding out the way I did didn't help either.  This whole world seems so barely real, like I'm supposed to go to the layer past saying 'I notice that I am confused' and say 'This is not reality' and wake up out of it."

Oh, he's finally having his metaphysical panic attack.  That's also an meta-deconstructed-eroLARP trope.  He always wondered how you would get a realistic sane person to the point of actual metaphysical panic when, like, they knew the math, and now Keltham knows.