"You think that there's a - substantial chance, not a large one, but one worth planning around, that I am actually lying to your face about having reliable contraception and planning to, I guess, get pregnant and then run off before anyone notices to some country where I wouldn't be legally obliged to have an abortion. And. I understand why the chance of that doesn't have to be very large to be very important to you. And I understand that you don't have much reason to trust me, though I and I think your god have been trying to give you some. And I understand that none of that matters and you can have the stupidest reason in the world and it's fine, it's your choice, you can have whatever you want from me and it doesn't have to be -