"I think much more the first thing, I don't actually have any idea of why it's okay to hurt you I'm just pushing ahead anyways because you said so.  But my sense of - having you -"

"My brain is claiming both that you're obviously correct and also that it has no idea what you could mean by that, which is an odd and embarrassing set of stances to hold simultaneously."

"I think much more the first thing, I don't actually understand why it's okay to hurt you I'm just pushing ahead anyways because you said so.  But my sense of - having you -"

"My brain is claiming both that you're obviously correct and also that it has no idea what you could mean by that, which is an odd and embarrassing set of stances to hold simultaneously."

"I think much more the first thing.  I don't actually understand why it's okay to hurt you, I'm just pushing ahead anyways because you said so.  But my sense of - having you - and that depending on being able to inflict pleasure on you -"

"My brain is claiming both that you're obviously correct and also that it has no idea what you could mean by that, which is an odd and embarrassing set of stances to hold simultaneously."