Keltham notes, somewhat to his own surprise, that his hands are slightly trembling.  The impulse to pinch her, harder, to get sounds out of her again, is powerful enough that - well, that it's now absolutely obvious why dath ilan doesn't want sexual-pain-dealers to know what they are, if there's no improbable invulnerable sexual-pain-receivers around to complement them.  He is struggling between two mutually inhibitory instilled reflexes, the training out of dath ilan which says that in the cuddleroom of all places you're supposed to just follow your damn impulses, and his training out of dath ilan to be careful about hurting people no stop that's stupid he couldn't even produce blood when he bit down hard on her lip -

Keltham allows his hand to do what it wants, seizing her other breast and grabbing as hard as he can, digging in with fingernails.

Keltham notes, somewhat to his own surprise, that his hands are slightly trembling.  The impulse to pinch her, harder, to get sounds out of her again, is powerful enough that - well, that it's now absolutely obvious why dath ilan doesn't want sexual-pain-dealers to know what they are, if there's no improbable invulnerable sexual-pain-receivers around to complement them.  He is struggling between two mutually inhibitory instilled reflexes, the training out of dath ilan which says that in the cuddleroom of all places you're supposed to just follow your impulses, and his training out of dath ilan to be careful about hurting people no stop that's stupid he couldn't even produce blood when he bit down hard on her lip -

Keltham allows his hand to do what it wants, seizing her other breast and grabbing as hard as he can, digging in with fingernails.

Keltham notes, somewhat to his own surprise, that his hands are slightly trembling.  The impulse to pinch her, harder, to get sounds out of her again, is powerful enough that - well, that it's now absolutely obvious why dath ilan doesn't want sexual-pain-dealers to know what they are, if there's no improbable invulnerable sexual-pain-receivers around to complement them.  He is struggling between two mutually inhibitory instilled reflexes, the training out of dath ilan which says that in the cuddleroom of all places you're supposed to just follow your impulses, and his acculturation out of dath ilan to be careful about hurting people no stop that's stupid he couldn't even produce blood when he bit down hard on her lip -

Keltham allows his hand to do what it wants, seizing her other breast and grabbing as hard as he can, digging in with fingernails.

Keltham notes, somewhat to his own surprise, that his hands are slightly trembling.  The impulse to pinch her, harder than that, to get sounds out of her again, is powerful enough that - well, that it's now absolutely obvious why dath ilan doesn't want sexual-pain-dealers to know what they are, if there's no improbable invulnerable sexual-pain-receivers around to complement them.  He is struggling between two mutually inhibitory instilled reflexes, the training out of dath ilan which says that in the cuddleroom of all places you're supposed to just follow your impulses, and his acculturation out of dath ilan to be careful about hurting people no stop that's stupid he couldn't even produce blood when he bit down hard on her lip -

Keltham allows his hand to do what it wants, seizing her other breast and grabbing as hard as he can, digging in with fingernails.