And maybe they aren’t reading her mind, if that would entail being proactive? It’s bizarre to think they might not have been, and she doesn’t intend to put any weight on it, but - but maybe she’s going to have to say her speculation aloud if she wants it known by her superiors, without the plausibly deniability about whether she thought it worth bringing to their attention.
“Asmodeus has not otherwise communicated with me,” she says. “I - if I had to guess why me, my best guess was… during Keltham’s lessons I was trying to work out a reconciliation of the things dath ilan knows, about how humans came to be and how they learn and in what arenas they can learn the patterns gods run on, with theology as it was taught to me. And I think the instructions were perhaps aimed at - me doing that right, rather than how I was doing it, which was too Lawful Neutral.”