"I - was afraid that if I just let you find out and kill me, or remove me, which is what you'd obviously do, it would go against what Nethys wanted from me and I don't know what Nethys does to mortals who offend Him inside His afterlife I just know that He can drive people mad at any time - I wasn't trying to inconvenience you, I wasn't even trying to live, I was just trying to make sure Nethys didn't hate me -"

"I - was afraid that if I just let you find out and kill me, or remove me, which is what you'd obviously do, it would go against what Nethys wanted from me and I don't know what Nethys does to mortals who offend Him inside His afterlife I just know that He can drive people mad at any time - I wasn't trying to inconvenience you, I wasn't even trying to live, I was just trying to make sure Nethys didn't destroy my soul -"

"I - was afraid that if I just let you find out and kill me, or remove me, which is what you'd obviously do, it would go against what Nethys wanted from me and I don't know what Nethys does to mortals who offend Him inside His afterlife I just know that He can drive people mad at any time - I wasn't trying to inconvenience you, I wasn't even trying to live, I was just trying to make sure Nethys didn't shatter my soul -"

"I - was afraid that if I just let you find out and kill me, or remove me, which is what you'd obviously do, it would go against what Nethys wanted from me and I don't know what Nethys does to mortals who offend Him inside His afterlife I just know that He can drive people mad at any time - I wasn't trying to inconvenience you, I wasn't even trying to live, I was just trying to make sure Nethys didn't shatter my soul for not trying -"