"It might help.  I don't know.  The more ideal version of me is fine so long as nobody is visibly suffering and screaming.  The actual version of me is having traumatic memory occurrences of that video, but I'm going to have to deal with that eventually anyhow.  But if there's a critical fact I don't know it's not going to be that there is some particular protective procedure that subs go through to get hooked up with caring doms who only hurt them the way they like.  It's going to be something about what it is like to be a masochist, which algorithm runs to generate the experience."

"It might help.  I don't know.  The more ideal version of me is fine so long as nobody is visibly suffering and screaming.  The actual version of me is having traumatic memory occurrences of that video, but I'm going to have to deal with that eventually anyhow.  But if there's a critical fact I don't know it's not going to be that there is some particular protective procedure that subs go through to get matched with caring doms who only hurt them the way they like.  It's going to be something about what it is like to be a masochist, which algorithm runs to generate the experience."

"It might help.  I don't know.  The more ideal version of me is fine so long as nobody is visibly suffering and screaming.  The actual version of me is having traumatic memory occurrences of that video, but I'm going to have to deal with that eventually anyhow.  But if there's a critical fact I don't know, it's not going to be that there is some particular protective procedure that subs go through to get matched with caring doms who only hurt them the way they like.  It's going to be something about what it is like to be a masochist, which algorithm runs to generate the experience."