Okay, what are you, tiny thing near the broken place? You're big enough to see at the end of a thread, so you're not a neuron. You're small enough that a particular spike-train is a key part of your state. You look to Melody like a disintegrating thread leading into the big void, and to the extent Mindhealing shows state in terms of how it affects activity, you are what happens to a thought just before it goes perbluckit. You have structure besides that spike train, but it is not something so blatantly obvious to a Civilization-trained amateur who's taken a few neuroscience courses as the concept of a particular temporal pattern of neural spikes...
Thellim echoes some of this questioning to Melody, in case Melody's Gift is telling her more.